In Louise Carrol there is a line I love, “you must run impossibly fast simply to stay in the same place.” or something along those lines. This is how I have been feeling. I am running nonstop simply to stay where I am. And now I want to stop and breathe for a moment. I desperately want a vacation. I have run and run and now I have hit the wall and want to rest.For Christmas I received about 20 different sets of bath oils and bubble bath sets; it seems to me either I am looking that worn out or everyone thinks I stink lol. I think they are seeing how tired I am all the time right now. Everything in my life is scheduled out at the moment with no room for spontaneity.