I have been having a few bad days lately. My schedule has pushed my body into shock I think. I am not really ever hungry right now, nor do I really crave anything. On impulse I weighed myself and I have managed to loose ten pounds since my doctor’s visit. However I also feel horrible, have no energy, have no time to exercise, and feel like my body belongs to someone else. I disclaim this stomach, it is not mine, these weak arms that used to throw 50lb feed bags that can now barely produce a bicep….. I have got to get to the gym.