I heard a wonderful explanation I wanted to share.
Suppose everyone was trying to swim to Hawaii from the US. No matter how good a swimmer you are, no one is going to be able to make it all the way to Hawaii. This is the same as everyone trying to get to heaven, no one is perfect and the distance is impossible for most everyone. But the grace of god is what pulls you the rest of the way. I need some grace this week. I just took my final lab exam this week. I have my last class exam this upcoming Thursday. My final comprehensive exam is in two weeks.
I am not going to have time to breathe for the next three weeks. However, I am taking a break to get my head straight, look for a new direction, and figure out what the $%&#* I am doing with my life. Till then I am going to light my prayer candles, study like mad, and pray my dog does not smother me in my sleep for the lack of time for walks and pets.