Courage

I need to learn courage.

I want the confidence to be able to say “Hell Yeah, I want to do that!” and to commit to the action. All to often I find myself rejecting doing things because the easier way is to not do them, to stay at home and stay in my shell.

I am an introvert and it is hard for me to be open around strangers or even to really enjoy myself but I am trying to unlearn this. I have moved to a new town, new job, new house. This is the perfect time for me to get out and meet new people.

So far I have signed up for several meet up groups and gone to none. I have dozens of excuses for why I canceled but the main reason was that it was too hard.

How do you push past this?